Life and other things

Went back to Auckland recently for my best friend's engagement party, which was great it is always nice to go home! We flew Pacific Blue, now I am a bad flyer, it is the most ridiculous thing ever seeing I have been half way around the world and I get terrified flying from Wellington to Auckland.
So we get on the plane and everything is fine, now this airline is meant to be the fun airline, as I see it. So the flight attendants pull a few jokes, is this meant to make you feel more relaxed! Now I think that I am flying with some immature people who if we crash we will just laugh it off. The whole time this made me feel really uncomfortable, who am I putting my life in the hands off?
As I noted my best friend got engaged recently, and she asked me to be her maid of honour, which is so exciting. Not that I have much of an idea of what to do! My partner is getting harassed about marriage now, all very well it has been 5 years but i got to feel a little sorry for him!